just tonight

i dreamt about being scared. i dreamt about being lost. i dreamt about being all alone and having no one else out there in the world to turn to. i woke up feeling helpless and scared. i was sweating and panting. i was so afraid to get out of bed. i thought about how it would feel to really be alone in this world. to be all by myself. to turn to the people around you only to have them turn their backs on you. i treasure every person i know. i treasure every person that returns a warm smile. i treasure the fact that i am not alone. that i can face tomorrow because i have my friends around me. the fact that i can open my eyes each morning to a brand new day and know that i will always have my friends to turn to in times of need encourages me. i havent posted anything so mushy thus far. but i wanna thank my friends for making my life significant. without the people around me, i wouldnt have been able to make it this far. you know who you are guys.